Shiobahn

a mixture of "chevrefeuille" from uncle yves and first. floral, woody, dry.

the prelude is flowery then the dry wood joins in and somehow it is dusty. unsweet. interesting and humorless so with me.

i had when i was 11 years old, when i was with my dad. he remarried and i waited for moments alone with him. between us there was this silence in which so much emotion was screaming. so child i did not dare to say what i felt - later not to spare him. at 19 he took his own life.

christmas... everything is so festive and people are so careful in their dealings with each other. coffee and cake, christmas music, quiet conversations of trivialities - the typical hwg sentences. and if you are very quiet you can hear the pain behind it. old man... vca gave me a nice slap in the face with this credenz.

now i am sitting here with bois dorè on my arm and sniffing through the memories. with my neck tied and my cheeks wet. a good little therapy water to get rid of the "old burden"....

... such scents are 2 more that flash me. haeven from chopard - my first man who died too early and sun man from e.arden - my second one who fell in love with me.

the edt keeps me relaxed 6h.
and i don't know if the scent has been reformulated. i don't know the ones with the colourful caps. but there is a difference in the scent between the ones with the transparent high cap with the thick ring on the closure and the one in metal colours. at least that's what i think it was. the first one is more flowery and a little powdery. the second one is not quite as flowery and a little harsher, woodier maybe. the testers were 4 different bottles

after i caught a tiny little remainder - that was it for me.

first of all i looked for all the information i could get about occur. then i read the description of DarkMysterie and had to grin. that's exactly how i feel/see it.

the first sprayer and i have to think of my neighbour's cat pee. (there was something with the scent twin. I had read through this from the desperate attempt to get this scent somehow. also wernns from another manufacturer is)
then the odeur of ka.pi. disappears and it becomes flowery - heavy - a bit smoky - velvety. when i crawl in there with my nose it gets dry and woody. that's probably the base that can still be smelled with the heart note
i don't really know anything about perfumes. but there are those who really "talk" and you can see how they are - without me knowing what makes them such a smell. so i read through some descriptions.
what is flat I know now. It is not occurring.
...I want to bathe in it.... nee rather roll in it.

where annam gets into my head and lets me be structured. does occur do exactly the opposite. the head can make so many arguments with "yes but....blah blah blah..." the animal wants life with all senses. fuck off think.

...... now that I've hammered the text in here the smell has changed a bit

an old forest or hunting lodge. wood panelling. honey wax candles, oak wood that burns. a large flower bowl on the table with field flowers - a few irises and roses in between. leather bridles on the walls.

but so for everyday life and in the office.... hahahahahahahahahahaaa o.o. there is no one who can really "change gears".

annam. when i pick up the bottle that looks like a mango, it's like a homage. your scent envelops me all day long and you stay overnight and for breakfast. if you accidentally landed on my clothes, you stay there. i carry you during complicated concentrated activities. you give me the feeling that "with me you can do anything". i feel concentrated, collected and clear in my plans. you don't allow any doubts. you seem to be strong without arrogance and soft without dissolving. i am glad that you help me with difficult decisions